Who Cares If You Exist?

Adding up all the pain
Left in your brain
It’s just another black day
Sat indoors feeling alone and full of decay
Some skanky alchy’
Is looking at me in an understanding way

Friends don’t exist
Friends don’t exist
No one’s going to give you a kiss

Who cares if you exist
Friends don’t exist

When you’re sat at home alone
You may as well be asleep for the week
I’m so weak
But somehow I exist

Cherry Flavoured Antacid

After the sleepless night,
Eyes puffy and a sour mouth,
I got off my bed.
I had another day to get through
Another day to live as a lie
Brushed my teeth, took a shower
Put on my facade like a shroud
The world didn’t have to know
The world didn’t have to see.
Downed my cherry Flavoured antacid
Having grown familiar to the taste
Walked out the door,
With a smile on my face.

Thank you for the tragedy.

Pulled it out of my coat one rainy evening,
Thudding in my palms.
I handed her the key to my happiness,
I handed her my heart.

Her warm hands felt like home,
Almost as if my dear little heart fit better there.
I smiled as she hugged me tight and kissed me on temple,
Maybe I’d finally found my happily ever after.

Fast forward into time,
Whats been given had not been kept fine,
Tattered,broken,torn apart,
Flung back at me was my poor heart.

In highs and lows we promised to stay together,
One kept his promise,the other went hither.
She made me dream,she made me believe,
My pessimistic soul ,she had changed with glee.

I miss her now, as i will a 100 years later.
Know not what i did wrong,
Know not why i wasn’t good enough,
Fate simply didn’t play along anymore.